Tuesday, February 08, 2005

Happy Chinese New Year to all :)
was really glad that the dance item for the concert turns out rather fine even though the whole routine was last min planned and changed just yesterday.

Few days ago, felt really upset. Friends of mine are slowly backing out from the dance, like one after another. They promised not to, but they gave me crap excuses and made up the whole story. Those are just excuses to cover up everything, it would be even better if they never had made that effort to lie. This way, maybe i would feel better.

Sometimes, I felt like some outcaster, a follower, because even your closest best friends lied to you. Somehow, it makes you feel as if you're nothing, or maybe it's the fact that I just don't exist in their eyes. Well, I really don't know.

...Consider it not so deeply.