Monday, April 18, 2005
Yesterday was a big disaster because I just can't get myself to sleep even though I'm tired. Everyone's in the house is sleeping, unlike me, rolling around in my bed and trying my best to fall asleep. I surrended in the end, got off my bed and took out Qoo's mp3 at 305am, listened to all the beautiful songs and think about life. Slept at around 5am and woke up at 615am, a 1 hr and 15mins of sleep.
Off to school. Mayer's lesson, boring. Got pissed off during recess and I just don't understand why people enjoy pissing me off? My emotions and temper are uncontrollable and unpredictable, please stop giving me a reason to get myself pissed off.
Went for science remedial with Andrew. Carmen waited outside the class for us. I really detest going for science remedial because I really hate the people there so I'm gonna try to get good grades for my science in order to get out of the remedial crap and out from those irritating losers. Andrew told me that we must try to love everyone, and yes, I'm trying but I doubt that it's even working. That freak is making me hate him even more and I just wanna get out of this remedial thing AS SOON AS POSSIBLE!
had sushi for lunch with Carmen, Andrew and Amos after science remedial. That retarded Amos and Carmen slapped me, end up, Amos got back 18 slaps straight on the face for doing that to me. I'm a meaner right I know. However, he's even more evil than me, he punched my face. Went to the toilet to washed my hands, saw Emi, Cat and others. They were so cute and sweet :) Then, Miss wong taught us Math and yes, finally cleared some doubts off my mind. Walked Carmen home and took a bus home myself.
6:38 PM
...Consider it not so deeply.
