Sunday, May 01, 2005
Yesterday was one of the worse day I had. Dad was really mad about me, he really went crazy.
Actually, we were supposed to catch a midnight movie with Mum and Sis. But Dad emphasized that I was the caused of everything and he's not going to watch the movie with us. That was like so irritating because we bought the tickets already and that makes it four in total.
It wasn't totally my fault Dad, you're the one who started it. Why did you even hurt Mum and Mic? It's not her fault at all. Just why? I saw them tearing, obviously they were so upset. Omg why can't you think, think about what you've done? Please reflect on your own attitude as well? You always wanted things to go your way, did you ever spare a thought on others as well? We do have feelings and our own opinions towards certain things so why can't you try to understand us? You really hurt me by saying that I was having 'Xin bin', that's a really big insult to me. I'm your daughter, and is that the right way to talk to me?
I'm really sick and tired of it, stop pushing the blame and twisting untrue words around. It's not getting you anywhere. I love you Dad but please... think before you even speak. Maybe this way, nobody will get hurt. Maybe this way, Mum and sis wouldn't be so heartbroken and even shed a tear.
So, in the end, we took a cab to the theatre without Dad. The show was quite draggy. Reached home after 2am. I really hate yesterday.
6:18 PM
...Consider it not so deeply.
