Tuesday, July 05, 2005

ystd night was terrible. i can't sleep. i struggled and even force myself to do those things, but what i get back in the end? i keep thinking and thinking, over and over again. okay, i guessed my eyes are pretty small today. actually, wanted to cover my eyes with my specs, but forget it. i still have to face the reality (:
i felt so bad, i made mum and sis so worried about me ystd. i just look like someone who is going to die soon, half dead and half alive. i promised mum to be a good gurl again, but i disappointed her so much. i can tell how disappointed she is, really. and i regretted, seriously. wanna say sorry to both of them, mich and mum.


i need someone to hear me out, talk to me, comfort me, help me, give me confidence.
Am i really asking for THAT much?

well, back to sch today. i'm damn irritated with that sec one gurl. she's damn rude pls. she just stopped right infront of me and block my way. guess what crap came out from her mouth? "TUCK IN YOUR SHIRT"
okay, at that moment, i really feel like slapping her face. so pissed. but i choose to remain silent while i push along my way through. i just wanna like hack care la, cus she's just a sec one gurl. but i din knw that she will report this whole incident to mr nahar! and she got me into DETENTION! okay, complain queen! not even me, danica got into detention because of her too. that PREFECT is like so unfair can? danica DID tuck in her shirt. stupid. i think 7 pp kena detention cus of her! SEVEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

okay, cat is oso another sway person, got into detention because of her. YEA, HER, THAT PREFECT, LYANNA FROM 1E1. okay, i don't knw how to spell her name. cat's so freaking innocent. okay, so what if she's a prefect? she never even show us basic respect. so how can she even kal herself a prefect? ohh man, what's this world cuming to? Teachers only listened to prefects, ONLY PREFECTS. we don't have the rights at all. How saddening. alright, BOOOOOOO TO THAT PREFECT! other prefects including the head-pre are thousand million times better than that arse. man, i'm damn pissed.
okay, the detention lasted about 10mins, luckily. so went back to my class to do my poms poms for dance pract tml. oh, talking about dance pract, LYANNA'S LUCKY THAT SHE QUIT IT NOT LONG AGO! lucky.
The reason i get so worked up in this whole thing is because i totally never sleep ystd! imagine how tired i am? very.
so thanks to her for getting me into detention. THANKS ALOT! i appreciate la PREFECT.
byeeeeee. LYANNA YUCK!

...Consider it not so deeply.