Saturday, September 10, 2005

i'm so sick of life. everyday, we're repeating the same things over and over again. Time never stops for us, one minute turns into another. Are we borned out just to do those same kinda thing everyday? ARE WE? what's the purpose? what's the point? someone pls TELL ME. TELL ME! Let me know what i'm living for, tell me what life is all about :(
If you people think i'm so happy with my life, then let me tell you this "I SERIOUSLY HATE THIS WORLD, HATE MY LIFE, HATE SCHOOLING, HATE STRESS, HATE MYSELF, HATE EVERYTHING THAT GETS IN MY WAY!" argh! i'm freakinggggg screwed-up now. Everything is so tragical. who's gonna ans my WHY(s)? why life is unfair? why can't i be like others? why i have to study for the sake of studying? why pretty girls always get the best treatment? why the so-called not pretty ones was treated horrendously? WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY??????? can someone convinced me that life is a wonderful thing? convince me that this world is SO FAIR :'(

...Consider it not so deeply.