Friday, October 07, 2005

i did terribly for my eng today, i'm so gonna fail. The handwriting for paper one looks freagging horrendous and the story i wrote is out of point, lack of inspirations that results to flunking. paper two was much more easier but i guess i won't score well too. ARGH. -sighs

i wished that i don't have to go sch, whereby no exams and stress will take over everything. i think i'm suffering in vain now..everything seems irritating, sickening and bitchy..fakers are all around, pretending to be nice and taking control of many things. one word from them and we're all dead. slowly, they will take everything away from you or even snatch it away by chance. it freaks me off somehow, as the bad ones are always regconised as the good ones, and the good as bad.. what's wrong with those brainless human mankind around? are they stupid or what? don't they have eyes to see? or are they just captivated by their charm? i'm not trying to bitch here or something, i just can't stand the way when fakers react to things, it's just too abnormally fake pls. it disgusts me at the sight of it, the feeling of puking. one moment acting so good infrnt of everybody, another moment being selfish and mean when nobody's around. i hate it! They're seriously getting in my way and am a threat to me..To others, you may be an angel, but to me, you're seriously inhuman. well, too bad huh? you pissed me off every now and then, so pls wake up and face the reality, not everybody will be stupid enough to fall into your dirty traps.. get alive dude! you can't just keep playing along with it bacause one day you'll be exposed, just one fine day you'd wait. The reason i was blogging about this pathetic post is because, i realised how stupid i was in the past. one nice smile from you melts many hearts but one wicked smile of yours freakss many off. you get it? i think you're too pathetic till the state that you're even trying, trying to make others trust you, believe you..but as long as i lived, i know you, your great attitude. Let me tell you, you seriously ain't yourself, you're pretending to be something else more..more to the negative side..This world is over-realistic.. sometimes, you just hope that everything will end real soon (:

back to the main point. went to Tm ntuc after sch, bought merci for my jiu ming en ren (: i wanna thank her personally.. for her great help.. but she wasn't at home :( shall pass her some other time..
WAAAA... TRAGICAL.. MY HP WENT BLANK.. AHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!

...Consider it not so deeply.