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i ended up in 3E3b for goodness sake, shall appeal for 3E4b. i don't think i can even handle art, i have totally no talent in it. and that mdm fazidah would be the art teacher, it would be my dead end pls, she's one of the worse person i've ever seen. bias enough i supposed. i think i would want to take literature instead, we'll be studying about macbeth next year. rather interesting for me. went to see mr chan, i guessed the chance of changing classes for me is super low pls..he was like "JUST WRITE A LETTER TO APPEAL, BUT THE CHANCE WOULD BE VERY UNLIKELY" ARGH, SIANNED. i think 3e3 would be a boring class next year, none of my close friends are there and i'll be isolated. at least there's a peishan in 3e4 and i'll feel much better. alright..chalet was way fun. quite a number of people turned up. Like: shirui, shan, jacklyn, esther, lin xin, wendy, insyirah, fadhiyana, liyana, marlene, nadiah, peijing, carmen, jiajia, zu er, yvonne, jessica, andrew, junyong and others, can't remember. kinda relieved that there're plenty of food for everyone, there are even left-overs. on monday..around 3plus, shan, with her dad, rui and me checked in. we prepared the dessert for the day(i don't think you'd ever wanted to know the real process), washed the corns(shhhh..) and arranged some other stuffs. soon, some of the malays arrived. we started the bbq at around 5plus. i was in the room frying nuggets, fish-fillets for the others, so never really get to eat..but shan brought in some food for me, so nice of her (: i think yvonne came later with jessica, i was waiting for her! i kept some prawns for her incase the first box was taken. lols. the games part was funny. we played water bombs. everybody aimed junyong and jessica. superb funny. hahaha. yea, the part where we cleared up the place was even funnier, we splashed the whole place with water and started cleaning the floor, washed the floor carpet and blah blah more. seven of us stayed overnight. shirui, peijing, jessica, shanie, jacklyn, jiajia and i. we took turns to take a bathe. bought beer earlier on which was the biggest mistake. it was supposed to be a one on one thing, but it became a so critical situation. we opened up 2 cans of beer and passed around while chatting and joking around. we played a game. "whoever sleep first would have to finished all the left-overs tomorrow". lol. and i think peijing is nice(: hahaha. ohh yea, we got many complaints from other people. we even received a warning letter. quite funny. then after some times, something went wrong, shan't elaborate any further. it hurt us, i was so heartbroken then, i didn't expect all this to happen. we'll all worried. later on, peijing suggested to watched the sunrise, it was a good idea afterall isn't it? jessica went off first and the rest of us headed to pasir ris park, but we didn't managed to watched the sunrise in the end. we went back to the chalet with heavy footsteps, we'll all hurt and heartbroken. i gulped down 2 and 3/4 cans of calsberg and around 5/12 of tiger beer. which is around 3 cans in total, the last one was to relieved myself, i was so freaking in a bad mood and needed to cool down so badly. i drank the last can of beer when i fell asleep. i was worried, i slept for only 5mins when shan shocked herself with the "her mum came" thinking, and almost made me fell backwards. my position of sleeping was really bad, i was lying on the wall behind me, when i felt the large impact of push on the bed. shan was sleeping infront of me and guess what? THERE ARE WHEELS UNDER THE BED, MIND YOU! imagine if i'm stupid enough to stay at the same position, my bones would crack and the head would burst. but fortunately, i came alive just right after shan shocked herself, i was feeling abit dizzy and the muscles on my neck was aching then. peijing on the other hand went out of the chalet to cool down i guess? she's worse, she never even sleep! jiajia and jacklyn went to sleep. after shan shocked herself, shocked me, and i shocked myself, peijing came back. we ate cup noodles for our early breakfast. after that, shirui woke up.. it was around 8plus then. we chat for awhile and did some stupid things to disturb jiajia and jacklyn.. WAH.. SUPER FUNNY CAN? and i think i fell asleep later on. soon, i woke up and ate some chicken wings and went back to sleep again (IT'S NOT THAT I'M A PIG OR SOMETHING, IT'S JUST THAT I WAS REALLY TIRED) i could still remember that i heard shan scolding me. she was like: MELISSA LIM! WAKE UP HOR! lol. shirui was even worse, she took a picture of me when i was soundly asleep, HOW COULD SHE! so retarded. peijing went to sleep awhile, only for AWHILE. wah..they finished the wine when i was sleeping..so bad! when i woke up, they wanted to go to the beach to play, i agreed. so 6 of us went to the beach.. i think i was kinda moody? i wasn't in the mood to play, all was fine i guessed, but i don't really know what's holding me back..i think i'm just feeling tired or something.. soon, carmen came too. shan hurt her leg while playing, hope she's fine(: they started bbq-ing when we get back to the chalet, there're still many food left. yvonne rang me up and i asked her to come as there are still food left and i'll be ordering pizza later on. i told dad and mum to come at around 10plus to send darling and shirui home, i wanted to go back home to bathe badly. was actually planning to go home on that day, but jiajia and jacklyn wanted me to accompany them to stay for another night, i was worried that they could not handled the place so i agreed. i went back home, filled up two bottles of plain water for them, took a bathe and asked dad to send me back to the chalet. i know he was tired and all but he still made that effort to send me there. it was at deadly midnight, i went back there alone after dad dropped me at downtown. it was scary alright? i was all alone walking to the entrance and it was quiet and dead. the wind's chilly, my hair is standing and i found creeps everywhere around me. imagine that? and when i reached the place, there're so many ah beng and ah lian kinda people trying to disturb me, I WAS ALL ALONE PLS. i was knocking furiously at the glass doors, but then no one opened the door. i was seriously pissed at that moment, i even wanted to give the both of them two tight slaps the next morning when i see them during dance. after the first few trys at the back door, i walked to the front door and tried knocking on the door again. The same thing happened, nobody inside just seems to hear it or something? every bad words came out of my mouth then. you can't blame me you know? imagine you were standing on my foot, you'll be like: IS THIS SOME KINDA JOKE? ARE THEY PLAYING ME AROUND? ARE THEY DOING IT ON PURPOSE? you would really be like WHAT? my hand can really break while i act like some kinda lunatic trying to get an attention from the inside people who is sleeping soundly while a almost 1/2 dead doll like me whose going to lose my life any min while standing alone thinking of ways and solutions. i even thought of spending the rest of the time sitting outside BK and slack while waiting for time to pass. with no other choices left, i rang up my mum and told her about it. dad came and fetch me again, i know i'm super troublesome. if only they'd let me in and didn't fall sleep. i was like: WHAT KINDA FRIENDS ARE THEY? I'M ALONE. I DON'T HAVE ANY SENSE IN DIRECTION. I CAME ALL THE WAY HERE JUST TO HELP YOU PEOPLE TO GET THINGS DONE. was superb tired pls, shouldn't had went back all the way and waste my time knocking on the doors, waiting outside, and ever thought that they would open the door at least. i'm not that petty actually, it's just that i'm all alone and no-one's there for me. i was scared. even the freaks would have that kinda feeling. it was all about the feelings. if you were my friend, you would wait for me, that's what i believed in. the very next day, was actually planning to meet yvonne, but woke up super late that morning. took bus 293 to tamps interchange and took a train and headed to simei. the first thing when i reached the school top floor is when both of them(jacklyn and jiajia) came saying SORRIES to me. sometimes, i just wished i'm cruel enough to slap or scold them so at least i would feel better, but i just can't bring myself to. see how silly am i? got pangseh and yet still can't stand up for myself. being soft-hearted to friends ain't a good thing, you'd suffer. i think i shouldn't tolerate too much in the first place, dumbfounded enough. freaking don't know what's wrong with me, on the verge of anger and all, i should've just teach them a lesson shouldn't i? anyways, i'm still not sure whether i'm in danceworks anot? ARGH, hopefully i would be in. things usually don't turn out what you hope it would be like. after dance practice that morning, accompanied yvonne to tampines mall to buy some stuffs, she went off later for bs while i went back home. slept for about 8 hours after i took a bathe, which is around 10pm. mum wake me up to have my dinner, called yvonne and went back to sleep till the next day..what a pig! i slept for hours, but am still tired. *yawns*
...Consider it not so deeply.