Tuesday, November 01, 2005

YA LA. EVERYTHING MY FAULT. HAPPY ENULFF? I think you all just suck la, i suck too. but guess what? i'm a sucker, a bitch, a slut. agreed? OH YEA. i'm sensitive, i'm a bitching bitch, i'm on the hot-tempered sided, big attitude problem, i'm irritating..AND BLAH BLAH MORE. don't i just deserve to die so you won't get to see a disgusting bitch? why are you twisting words around when you ain't suppose to? you claimed those words to be true, but ain't doing it the right way. you make the whole situation so wrong.. you're smart, your way of work done was so hypocritical. stop acting, it's too fake. join mediacorp instead, don't come near me and bitch me just to pissed me off. ohh well, can't deny i'm getting a handfull of bitches and bastards surrounding me..i'm handling the whole thing pretty well. just one fine day if i can't swallow down the whole freaking situation, i'm gonna kill myself, or end myself up in a hospital emergency room or something. what's the problem with us? i don't think you should even look at me with your own thinking pls. we are from different world, so pls spare a thought for me. Not everything has to work your way, everything worked out differently. The whole system is with the struggle of two sides, it's gonna be externity and never-ending. i guessed you know that yourself..do i have the need to explain further more? give up dude, it's gonna be a 'never will thing' from now onwards, same goes to the rest. i'm just willing to consider for her only, get the picture. if i'd do it, it's just gonna be for her, because of her and only her. Others are not worth considering, even if i believed..i won't care a single bit cus i ain't gonna care about my life. Just live up this day and die the next when the time is up. i know i will regret, but i'm stubborn, this mistake is the lad thing, but who cares? whatever i do, no trust gained, there's no point. i will choose to keep everything than spout everything out. cus whatever i say, or whoever i turn to, they'll never understand. see the difference? the gap? the everything? i see it with my own eyes, i see how sadistic it was. people are always acting and pretending, trying hard to please someone else. at least, i'm being frank, i'm superb pissed. if i'm pissed with you, i'll make sure you know. why bother to apologise when you're pissed deep down too? save that breath la faker, there's no rooms for you around here, just go back to your mummy and cry out loud.

what kinda people i hate:
1)fakers
2)actors/actresses
3)bitches/sluts (i'm one too)
4)bastards
5)yuckers
6)cowards
7)irritants
8)with dirty and ugly hearts
9)hypocrites
10)ah bengs
11)with gangster-like behaviour
12)acting cool
13)trying hard to be someone they are not
14)trying hard to act like somebody else
15)attention-seekers
16)with the face but not the heart
17)outer-looker
18)cry babies
19)shooters
20)porers
21)disgusters
22)pervertics
23)angelic face with a ugly heart
24)acting blur
25)trying to escape the way through
26)did things on purpose
27)boot-licker
28)after the second party
29)angels infront, devils behind
30)humilliatants
31)late-comers
32)pretenders
33)insulters
34)over-confidence
35)thinks too highly of themselves
36)perfectionists
37)girlish moves
38)overly-flirtatious attitude
39)backstabbers
40)un-cooperativers
41)too much comments
42)copycats
43)took others' ideas and make it as their own
44)do things for fame
45)fault-finders
46)dolls-thrower
47)playboys/playgirls
48)the heart with more than one
49)two headed snakes
50)looked down on people
51)force others
52)push one around
53)rude
54)uncivilised
55)liars
56)promise-breakers
57)rumors-spreader
58)take things too lightly
59)words-twister
60)always afraid of being spotted
61)scared of losing face
62)abusers
63)unserious
64)unfaithful
65)ever thought of miracles
66)refuse to do what they are supposed to do
67)a let-down
68)disappointers
69)nonsense speakers
70)discouragers
71)treat everyone as their slaves
72)over-attitude
73)childish
74)dirty-minded
75)speak without thinking
78)offenders
79)smokers
80)drunkers
81)trying so hard to get out
82)pissers
83)suckers
84)get jealous for the wrong reason
85)scolds too much
86)pick-ons
87)expect too much
88)say much do less
89)don't mean what they say
90)insensitive
91)treat dance club as a shopping centre
92)drug-addicts
93)treat me as a kid
94)cares too much
95)naggers
96)greed
97)kiasu
98)do things unwillingly
99)brings me to crowded places
100)killers

Examples:
1)Noraini
2)Chow sng
3)you
4)him
5)her
6)them

i agree with zs's sayings: "useless life is an early death" ain't it just too true?

...Consider it not so deeply.