Friday, January 20, 2006

i'm having a bad flu now, very.
had a bad quarrel with the whole family. wanted some fresh air outside but she kept the keys away. i can't even relieve my stress and bad things keep pressing on me. the screaming and shouting scenes are everywhere, my brother started everything. soon, the rest of them sided that freak. they didn't know how hurt i was. the fault was blamed on me, it always happens this way isn't it? since when did anyone spare a thought for me, i ain't made of metal, i'm one human just like everyone. i got feelings too, don't treat me as one heartless creature. i have my own problems and stress to deal with and now things just happened. forget it then, take it as my fault since i'm no human to you. i can always tolerate everything, but sometimes, there's a limit, make sure you don't pass them. i'll make you regret.

had dance practices for the past few days, was trying my very best to polish most of the moto's dance steps, but it takes time. And i trust every single members that they can do it! and yea, i'm super tired. i can't cope with my sch work. POA and lit, it's tough. we're at chapter 3 for POA now and i don't know anything at all. ): hate life and skool, i hadn't had enough sleep for so long. i miss kexin, i miss teddy, i miss qoo, i miss many people! how i wished that the past could replay. btw, wanna thanks andrew for the card and amos for the necklace, keychain and cute card. thanks shan for being there for me. muah*

...Consider it not so deeply.