Saturday, March 11, 2006

HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY KWANNIE! hope you like the present (: loves.

woke up at 9 plus for my breakfast at mac with my cousin, mum and sis. wasn't feeling good right from the beginning. discussed about the topic of body arts. i asked mum if i could pierce my belly, she replied:"asked your father" i'm like WHAT? i know that dad won't even allow that's why i'm asking you my dear. didn't know why, just got pissed, ain't feeling well as well. set off to bugis street si ma lu or whatsoever, they wanted to pray. i didn't, felt so crazy to do so. they went to OG to shop, sis bought a skirt, i can't buy anything at all. just got the thinking that my life is all about studies, nothing much more. felt so sick of struggling without moltivations, the need for survival and all. don't seem to know why, do we even need algebras to survive? as in for me, i'm not interested at all, all i know is this is not what i wanna achieve or learn in life. i got big dreams, unlike others. i wanted to make it big, dream big, be the best and all even though it's totally impossible. i went home alone around 12 plus, seriously wanted to get out of that sickening place. from bugis to tampines. i survived the MRT ride. i think i'm the pro. walked home, saw andrew on the way. what a coincidence (: saw my ian too. reached home after 3pm, talked to ian for more than an hour. wooo. alright. that's all. i miss dance practice :) cheers.

...Consider it not so deeply.