Friday, April 21, 2006

ain't in my best of moods these few days, was feeling rather depressed, or maybe totally? well, i really don't know, don't seem to know anything afterall. i just know that i've got nothing, not anymore. "best friends" what a word, but can only be form without the "s". life's getting even more sadistic and i just can't live it like how others do, they can be really happy and all but why can't i? i know i'm having atittude problems for like the total whole week, but i can't help it, i'm really sad and really really sad, can you help me? i'm totally sick of school life, it's supposed to be an enjoyable one, but it was an opposition. who likes the idea of being the odd one out? just take it that you're right, everything you do is always right, so what's the point in sorting out things to make it seem of a better shape? let it be. i don't wanna care anymore, it's making my life even more miserable than before. such a painful smile in the end, all the negative thoughts, my stupid life with such miserable stories. sighs. where are you my friend?

had car wash project yesterday. it was great! had loads of fun, everybody was having a great time playing in the rain. washed a total of 4 cars in total, but actually we're only supposed to wash two cars. haha akmal and the rest did super funny things. yea got a sense of satisfaction after washing mr goh's car, it was now.. shiny, sparkling, clean, beautiful and blah blah more. advertising eh? :) well, that's all.

...Consider it not so deeply.