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felt kinda sick yesterday, almost fainted outside. lack of sleep, been thinking too much lately. The choices was so limited. i'd rather run away from everything than standing there and pretending that i was included. why should i even lie to myself when the truth is right before me. do you people freaking cares about how i felt? what i need? i never wanted so much in a friendship, just a "trust" word that makes everything worth it. but you kill it, destroyed my heart. there were no rooms left for any friendship anymore, everything was broken. just great, i'm always at fault, everything you've seen in me are all negative. so why should i even bother so much? maybe everything was wrong right from the start, and you're always right. so just be it, you don't mean what you say, let's just go with the flow.
...Consider it not so deeply.