Sunday, July 30, 2006

i think i'm almost upset and pissed every single day. i just can't seem to be happy now. Too many things happened, i'm really sick of it. i just hope that i'm not me, it'd been too tough and pain being me. hate it when i envy the others so much and really hate it when there's too much disatisfactory, hate it when it's all so one-sided, hate it when i can't feel anything.
past few days, dance, dance, dance.

many things happened during the 40th anniversary, many people cried. yea too much to mention. i'm really so pissed. things are really getting out of control. i saw the direction of your eyes, it was heading to her, just her. all you see in your eyes, is only her. don't say sorry, don't anymore. it just hurt. i'll be okay soon, i know.
after the performance, we can't even clear our horrendous make-up and stupid nerdy idiotic hair. just stop laughing at me, you're spoiling my day. just stop your comments once and for all.



went for OBD . ate at ljs with limpei and jiaseeka. tuition tmr. didn't even start doing my homework. i'm tired. :(


stop rolling the eyes on me, what's with that scan?





sorry girls. it's been like days and i'm still depress almost everyday. well, i'm just sorry :(

...Consider it not so deeply.