Tuesday, July 11, 2006

sighs. really sorry everyone. sorry jiaseeka. i really love you. it's not because of you. i'm just feeling down and all and just can't control my emotions. sorry limpei, sorry for my attitude. i know i'm going crazy, i'm breaking down every single day and i'm really sick of it.

jiaseeka: don't always put the blames on yourself, it's not related to you kay? i'm just crazy at times. so sorry. i hope i would recover soon. i'll be back again i hope. muack. you know i'm always missing you and loving you always! smile my dear girl and thanks for being there for me like limpei :)

limpei: sorry for my attitude and all. sometimes, i just didn't know how to express myself. i really don't know. but thanks for being there for me always. muack. i'll try to recover, and i know i'll be okay. don't worry. thanks pig.



this morning went to meet kianhao in the morning, took bus 38 from tampines interchange :) reached school with him around 6.55am. was having a performance for some china people and only the sec 2s. i'm getting really irritated with my face, can't stand those growing population of my pimples. i'm getting fat and all and i'm just so tired and sick of working harder than the others when they can just lose weight without even any effort. went to find kianhao awhile during recess and went off to meet jiaseeka, mande and gayle.
seriously think that i'm so gonna fail all my exams as my teachers are mostly kinda inexperienced. after school, went to practice our dance. was really irritated with those immature dogs and all, worse still they are linked to that D.F dog. yea kwannie's right. no future. but ya, they really spoilt my mood and am greatly pissed. went home with jiaseeka and peishan, thanks girls :) thanks for accompanying me. reached home got pissed with that irritating person. what the heck. get alive please you childish idiot. CAN'T YOU JUST GET OUT OF MY LIFE. why can't you just stop adding to the stress i'm having now..JUST WHY CAN'T YOU... YOUR EVERYTHING JUST IRRITATES ME TO THE MAX SO SHUTUP YOU DOG!

oh can't you tell you suck?

...Consider it not so deeply.