Tuesday, August 29, 2006
i feel so stupid. so stupid. so stupid.
i failed most of the subjects, i'm almost hopeless. i know i won't be able to make it to sec4E next year, i'm so stress, so stress that i don't want my life anymore. i'm getting sick of the everyday events that are happening around me, i'm really lost. maybe just nobody can get me out of my misery :(
everything stress. stress about dance, stress about performance, stress about myself, stress about school work, stress about tuition, stress from my parents, stress from her. i really don't know how long i can survive or how long i can take it. probably not long.
performance is just like 2 days away, i'm scared :(
11:05 PM
...Consider it not so deeply.