Saturday, August 19, 2006
people around are just changing each day, some are getting faker while others are trying so hard for attention. i've got the urge to blog now because i'm feeling rather irritated, just hope that one day you can give me what i really want. at times, i'm trying to express my myself in an indirect way, i think it's just obvious but you just don't get it. i can't help it, i'm really trying to let you know, trying to let you know how i actually felt but i guess you'll never ever even understand a lil bit. i'm so exhausted. i don't know what to do, i just don't.
dance was fun but really tiring. my leg hurts badly. so so so tired. ah exams approaching in like 2 days time, i'm supposed to study. maybe gonna study with my beloved limpei on sunday then. i'm having tuition as well tmr and i just realised that my work is not even completed. anw, i'm so pissed with girls who even think that their disgusting irritating idiotic stupid shitty flirtatious way even work, that's like so not totally. just shutup and scram la, you girls are making me more irritated. stop trying to be famous la dogs, you're just all dogs.
thanks for the food, kianhao.
i'm not saying you so if you think i am, i really got nothing to say.
maybe i just need some space to be alone, need some time to overcome my problems. i don't need anyone to be there for me, i just don't need it. no one will understand me. don't try me because it ain't gonna work, you won't even understand me no matter how hard you try. that's just the way it is. the picture is just right before you, so just get it clear and stop adding on to my stress level. so do you get it now? yes, i know you did.
12:05 AM
...Consider it not so deeply.