Thursday, September 14, 2006

ah shan missed two trains today, as in purposely, she thought i would be late. she was with akmal. in the end, i waited for them to reach simei instead. we're like totally late already, decided to buy choclates from ntuc. ohhhh retarded. went to school at around 7.55am, mr tan caught us. first period was ss, which suck, so we skipped. rot at the first floor staircase, it was rather fun though. then we heard footsteps, we thought that it was some teacher, so we ran up. and guess what? it was mr goh! ah one word "STUPIDITY", it proved that we're actually stupid. so he caught us skipping class and we're supposed to follow him to the office. he checked our bags, wrote down our names and class. ah stupid. anw, finally can go recess with limpei already :) miss her now. love her loads loads loads. i love my darling too! love you :)

mr goh: i thought you all was dismissed at 7.55am according to your late-comer slip? what was your first period. now is already 8.50am.
akmal: eeeehhh... peishan, what is the first period?
shan: (looks at me) ehh what is the first period ah?
me: eh.. i think is CME righttt?
shan: er i think so.

oh man, i lied. i lied to chan and goh. felt so bad about it but nvm, what is done cannot be undone. it was so chuang xin, had kinder surprise, and the toys inside were really cute! and yes, detention after school. went with ah shan and andrew.




seriously, i think you're really over doing it. don't try to please me will you? you're unsincere, really. i'm not interested to know anything about you because all you're doing now is nothing but hypocritical stuffs. you're weird and i really don't understand you. you're getting faker each day. i see a big change in you. some of the stuffs were stated so clearly, it's rather obvious. i'm getting sick of it, i just hope you can stop it. really, it's over the limit. you're trying too hard, you lost your own originality, you're the copy of others now. you seem so faraway, so faraway that i can't see you anymore. you told me so much things in the past, looking back now, it was all an act. you ain't real at all. to me, it's not the memories as i don't see the importancy anymore. all you love doing is just comparing yourself to some of my friends. ain't it obvious that who and who or whatever is more important or wadsoever? if you think you're trying to save everything now, you're so wrong, you make it even worse. let me say now, i don't like it. i don't like the way you're behaving now, it's childish. you're fake, i saw what i saw when you tried to smile at her, it was seriously the fakest smile i ever seen. oh man, seriously speaking, you're just not original. and i don't know why you wanna be that close to me when you know you ain't suppose to? alright, i shall just stop here. it's a never ending thing.

ohh man, steamboat tmr! :D tmr faster come! faster faster come! i miss limpei and darling now :) oh and i seriously hope that camp would be fun but i doubt so. it won't be fun if shan and i were separated. flying fox sia? oh man that's scary, i hope i can survive. wish me luck.
TMR!

...Consider it not so deeply.