Friday, September 08, 2006

i felt really disappointed, i thought you would be there for me, but i was wrong. you just treat it like nothing and say bye. now i know, all along..it was just an act. where are you when i needed you my friends? don't kill me with your words.

i don't know what you're trying to do now. one moment you're trying so hard to get close to her, the next moment you get what you want. i don't get it, and i think i don't know you anymore. you're like pretending to be like someone else, trying so hard to know everyone around me. what are you trying to do and prove to me? seriously, just try not to cross the line, there's a limit to everything. just make sure that in whatever things you do, you'll never regret it. i do miss the pure you, but it's gone..all gone. you're not even trying to change, yet trying so hard to please the rest of the world. anw, it's alright. since you know what you meant to me in the first place, it doesn't really matters now. i'm really sick of your attitude, don't control my life, don't make it like you're trying so hard to forge the things we do. it's like more than obvious, but i won't say anything from now on. do what you want cause i don't even wanna care girl.



i really don't understand what you're trying to imply? sorry, just don't even try cause it's just gonna be a waste of time.

you know i'm not feeling really good these few days..stop making me piss off and irritated when i'm really trying my best to be alright again. like sometimes, you're adding more stress to everything. i'm trying to overcome so please stop your nonsense. you never help me even a single bit at all, cause you're not a sincere person afterall. get alive, i'm really tired, gimme a break for once will you?

...Consider it not so deeply.