Monday, November 27, 2006

Things changed. There's so much i wanna say, but i gave up, i don't think any explanations will clear our drifted distance. really, it's simply because i know i'm tired and i know you'll never understand how i feel. i dont know, i'm trying but that's something.
it's different now, you're getting further away from me each day. such a small matter yet it became a headline, i'm stucked. hate the stress i'm going through now, it happens so many fcuking times and yes, melissa is officially tired of all the sickening stuffs. i dont know who really understands me, i got no-one to turn to now. don't i feel lonely and sad and terrible too? it's like one after another, i'm human, i can't handle such stuffs at one go. everything all cropped, my brain's not working either. i'm really tired, so tired. i need someone, really need someone to be there for me too, but i realised, no one will be.
if i'm never there for you, i'm sorry. i'm not a good friend, not even near to an average. go back to her. i'm just an extra who came in suddenly.


dance practice today. after dance, catched step up. super nice show, the main lead dancer was so gorgeous, how i wished i could dance like her. the guy was kinda cool as well, his moves were great. yea enjoyed the show, glad i didn't missed it. went home and changed, headed to tampines mall with my cousin. love her loads. will find someday to go out together again.

schedules' super idioticly full these few days.
work, dance, tuition. i go out every single freaking day. i'm tired. so tired.

...Consider it not so deeply.