Friday, December 01, 2006

family and friends? i thought they cared but they don't. imagine coping your life with dance, tuition and work? don't you get tired at times? more and more problems approaching as time goes by, but i'm not gonna care because i don't give a damn anymore. all the shit is making me totally exhausted, it freaks me out.

i can't even take a nap when i slept after 5am today and woke up at 9am. is it wrong to have a good rest after those busy days? and it's irritating now, hate it when forced to do my tuition work. I'LL DO WHEN I WANT TO. i don't think you think that i'm tired, because to everyone, melissa is strong and will never be tired. so whatever, everything freaks me out now. i don't need anybody there because now...i trust no one. bye.

...Consider it not so deeply.