Sunday, December 24, 2006

sorry, i think i really need a very long break this time round. this is actually the first time that we didn't really talk for so many days and all. dont blame me for that, maybe i've changed. i became selfish, i need some space to breathe after so many idiotic nonsense. like suddenly, i'm not motivate to move on. you so used to be there for me, but during the hols, you're not there. maybe i'm still as strong to you, but many times i needed you and you're not there. many times. well, i'm not there for you always like you've said. that's fair, maybe that's fate as well. i just realised, friendship dont last. see my point? nothing last. i lost hope, dont believe in anything anymore.

i think i can't be your that important friend anymore. maybe we're reaching the limit. i know i'm mean but do you know? do you really know how upset i really am? do you know? do you know how i felt? i just wanna get out of all this shit because our friendship is slowly fading awayyyyyyy




i thought im giving all i could for our friendship, but maybe it's not even working. everything's lost.

...Consider it not so deeply.