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went back to school for dance practice this morning at 8am. i'm seriously affected and i know even my closest friend won't know how i feel. my monthly problem came back, i'm crazy again. i envy them alot. they can eat without worrying. unlike me, a fool who feel like eating but she just can't. i'm hungry now but i'm not gonna eat. trust me, the next moment i'll be okay. but the very next, it will come back. tmr we'll have to wear that disgusting costume again. trust, i'm gonna get pissed with myself. i'm not happy with life, i'm really not. no one's there when i needed them. i dont belive in friendship, true enough, it's not for forever. supposed to work afternoon shift today, i didn't turn up for work. i dont wanna go because i'm feeling terrible. watching others having their meals when you can't have it, it really suck. it's torturing. dont lure me with any food. it'll make me sad. really sad. and dont fcuking say you're fat when you're not, it's damn irritating. you know i dont like it yet you love doing it. well whatever, maybe it's over.
...Consider it not so deeply.