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being a choreographer ain't easy, not at all. i rememebered shah's saying, you wouldn't know until you experienced it yourself. now, i feel it, feel the pain. like when you're really trying hard to improve the dance, no one's listening but playing. on the other hand, being a bad person, and shouting to the rest. it's making me like as if i'm such a bossy person, making me feel like a total fool. having to scream, having to shout, making people think that i suck. trying to improve everyone, trying to make them remember the steps, trying to make all of them look good on stage. it's not as if i love pissing people off, it's just that i really want both dance item to go well, but it's going on to the negative side. the attitude, the expression, the steps, it tells me all. Tells me that no one believed in me, and i'm a irritating dog. yes, how great to feel like an idiot who only seek for the best.
...Consider it not so deeply.