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Hopeless life. I seriously can't imagine if i'd ever make it to poly, i'll have one big problem that will affect me forever. you'll see me going crazy, feeling very sad, feeling so hopeless and lifeless. Even my parents tells me off the other day, home is just another place where nobody is there so i'd rather spent the time outside slacking with my friends. Two weeks already, nothing changed, i'm still the same. stop lying to me, stop making me wait, cause i'm gonna end up being disappointed like the past. everything is making me so tired, now, i dont think i even wanna go to poly. i'll live in misery and that's for sure. everyone claimed that they understand and all, but in fact they dont. they are not me, ppl around are just better off no matter how bad the situation is. i dont believe everyone went through it before because for now, i'm the only one having this problem and everyone is enjoying their teenage life, not caring a single bit about flaws, or maybe they dont even have it. And, i cant focus on m studies, i totally can't. This problem is killing me, it's affecting me really badly, especially this year. No one can help me, no one can be there. What is said are bullshit, hate liars, not helping me at all. just sick, really sick of all the bullshit god gave me. Having your life being so sad and depressed is nothing but a pain.
...Consider it not so deeply.