Thursday, March 15, 2007

I'm not a loner, not someone chained, not someone being controlled. It's my personal rights to make friends, no interference, and you simply have no business in it. please, for once, get everything clear.

I'm really sick and tired of you, totally, your presence is giving me pressure and pain. Thanks for all that you've given and now I'm exploded. Yes, over and over, you wanted to try. but to me, it seems that you're trying to force me off, make me angry and you're so satisfied. All thanks to you that the friendship is now totally broken, and i'm not gonna be the one picking up the pieces, not even you. Even if you wanna be back like the past, you're gonna be one-sided. I'm sick of my life, thanks for adding on to the misery, and now that i no longer care. Stop treating me like someone under the bars, stop blaming everything on the others and stop being selfish. Being selfish, always thinking about yourself yet you expect others to think of you. Yes, the fact is that friends come and go, no doubts. You're no longer my best, because you only wants the best for yourself, not giving a damn about how others feel. I realised that i was so wrong about you, i thought i could try at least, but you're just being over sensitive and you just care about yourself. ALL YOU CARE IS YOURSELF, THAT'S NOT WHAT FRIENDS ARE FOR. DONT MAKE IT LIKE YOU KNOW THE DEFINATION OF FRIENDS, IN FACT, YOU DON'T KNOW AT ALL. SO NOW LET ME TYPE OUT HOW I FEEL. friends are not only the ones who would be there for you. if you expect them to be there, then where are you? because of all your doings, i no longer need you by my side, i dont need you to be there. isn't it obvious? If you are my best friend, i would need you, but now i no longer need you at all. stop trying, i'm so tired of listening to your nonsense, i'm happier now, just let it stay this way. because we both changed.

Instead of finding out the problem, always putting the faults on others, it doesnt help much this way. AND LET ME TELL YOU, STOP USING CRYING TO SOLVE PROBLEMS, IT ONLY MAKES THINGS WORSE. i know you're weak and i'm strong, cry all you want, i'm not going to be there. YOU CAUSED ALL THESE GIRL, DONT EXPECT ME TO CLEAR UP THE MESS, IT FADED AWAY.


AND YOU JUST CHANGED, YOU CHANGED INTO ANOTHER PERSON. YOU ARE NOT HER ANYMORE, ALL YOU ARE NOW IS JUST PLAINLY BEING SELFISH, IGNORANT AND OVER SENSITIVE. COUNT THE TIMES YOU'VE HURT ME EVEN WITHOUT REALISING IT. COMMENTING ON ME, BEING INSENSITIVE TOWARDS OTHER PEOPLE'S FEELINGS. JUST THINK GIRL, THINK ABOUT WHAT YOU'VE DONE. GAME OVER AND I'M OFF ALONE, WITHOUT YOU.

...Consider it not so deeply.