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Sometimes, i just dont feel like talking, i just want some peace, just wanna escape from everything. i just hope for something, hope to be happy, hope for satisfaction. everything in my life, nothing good, thousands of unwanted flaws. nobody's there for me, and always the one expected to be there for the others. It's the fact that i changed, i know i did. All the changes, all the attitude, all because of you. If you did treasure in the first place, it won't happen this way. even now, if i'm not happy with you, i cant even let you know. i dont even really wanna talk to you and you clearly know that. Everything started last year, and it's hard to pick up those broken pieces again, you know it's impossible. you know my attitude towards you, you know it but you're acting like as if nothing happened. so long since i really smile for one whole day, and yes, i dont care anymore. i hate people relying on me when they clearly know that i'm stressed about certain stuffs and you can just throw that huge rock above me, it's fatal girl. maybe you didn't realise that you just killed me totally. By giving a damn in physical and having so much comments and even hurt me without realising it, it's just being plain selfish and insensitive. i'm disappointed and i dont care anymore. it's obvious isn't it? i dont care anymore. i dont need someone to depend so much on me, i really dont need it. i'm sensitive and i hate being treated that way, really hate it. in my eyes, you only spare a thought for yourself, just plainly yourself, not giving a damn about how i would feel. dont blame me for being such a bitch recently because my heart died just few weeks ago. you'll see someone retarded being happy this moment, and pissed off the next. you can see it almost everyday for now. i can't control my emotions, so dont tell me you are hurt because you've hurt me more than enough. that's all for now. finally could pour out those unwanted substance out of my mind. bye.
...Consider it not so deeply.