Saturday, April 14, 2007

Sometimes, when the past hits my head, I realised I do hate myself. I would asked myself why couldn't I just be nicer to her? Why did i even treat her coldly? Why did I even hurt her? Just what's wrong with me? Why did i choose to treat her that way when i clearly know that she was so good to me? Why just can't i appreciate and cherish her? I'm really sorry, I just can't forgive myself whenever the past just gave a sudden attack to my brains, it makes me feel like shit because i think she don't deserve to be treated that way.


Went for dance today, met Jiaseeka, Jac, Gayle, Peishan for breakfast. Headed to bugis with Mande, Gayle and Jiaseeka. We bought many stuffs and I think shopping kills because I'm so totally broke now, no more cash left at home. I shall stop going out and start saving money all over again, till after exams. And yes, stacy cancelled tuition, should have stayed longer. anyway, i love pigs :)
And, thanks jess ah mei for waiting the bus with me, i love you :) truthfully!

...Consider it not so deeply.