Tuesday, May 29, 2007

Had a bad day today. Firstly, in the morning, went to school with my parents to get my report book. The appointment was at 10 am, Mr Ho was totally late for like merely 35 mins and without a 'Sorry' when he came. I passed only chinese. Actually I passed my Combined Humanities, but in overall for term 1 & 2, I failed. The only thing that Mr Ho did was by making me feel terrible and useless. He told my Mum that my results were even worse than term 1 and he claimed that MY MATH NEVER IMPROVE, NOT AT ALL. I was like damn pissed off because I really did see an improvement in my Math so I told him I did improve so he kept quiet. Like hello?! From 18 improve to 36, YOU CALL THAT NO IMPROVEMENT? JUST WHY CAN'T YOU STOP DISCOURAGING PEOPLE FOR ONCE? YOU CALL YOURSELF A TEACHER FOR GOODNESS SAKE? Feel really terrible on the way to 139 market for breakfast, but I managed to calm my emotions down. After having our meal, headed to Tampines Mall with Mum. My problem arised again and affected me really badly this time round, I was feeling so bad. That's really not the answer I wanted to hear, I was really disappointed. Fall even badly now, I'm really lost and I don't know what to do. WHY IS IT ALWAYS ME?!

And thirdly, a weird sec 1 girl from my school approached me. Seriously, I've got no idea what is she trying to tell me, or what is she trying to do? I DONT KNOW WHAT IS SHE THINKING MAN. ASKED ME SUCH STUPID QNS, IT'S LIKE AS IF I EVEN KNOW HER? I ended up talking nonsensical crap as a reply and guess what she asked me again?

Her: er, wo men ming tian shi bu shi you oral?
Me: bu shi jin tian meh. wo bu zhi dao.
Her: shi ming tian ma bu shi meh?
Her: bu ran shi ji shi?
Me: wo na li dong. wo bu shi sec one lor, ni wen wo zhuo shen mo sia
Her: then ni shi modern dance de shi ma
Me: ah.. dui

I think she's trying too hard. I dont know if she's making up stupiddddd stories or what. Firstly, she asked for my opinion about her friend not picking up her call and whether I think she was avoiding her. Secondly, she asked me when's her oral. AND NOW WHAT? CCA? Like i really don't know if she's trying to be funny or whatsoever but talking to her makes my blood boil ok! I dont know what's wrong with her man, I swear I'm not even gonna talk to her anymore. It makes your day even more frustrating. What weird person. If I knew she's gonna crap so much, I wouldn't even reply her in the first place, ended up getting myself even more pissed for the MOST STUPID REASON.

At night, met Jacklyn at my house area. Had a good chat with her and all. At around 10 plus, Jessica came to meet her and both of them headed to 201. Well, reached home at 10 plus. That's for today.

...Consider it not so deeply.